Not Today.

Here I am.
This is one of those days when you think your bed is the best place in the world.
But I have a lot of things to do .
I gotta go working and I must go to college at night. But I’m not feeling good at all.

I know I can deal with it, like I’ve been doing my whole life. But not today, no, not today.
Today I just want enjoying my pain without pretending I’m okay, ‘cause I’m not okay at all.