When you're out of your mind.

There are some nights you think that could change your life.
You meet new people and they are so pleasant you'd like to bring them to your life.

This kind of thing usually happens when you're drunk.
So raise your glass and celebrate.
Enjoy while you still have a drink in your mind.
Taste it 'cause it's just for the night or until you fall asleep.


Then you wake up and everything is a blur.
You know something happened but you can't match the things.

You remember people and then you talk but it's not like it was yesterday.
You are shy and you got nothing to say.
You feel lonely and you regret.

You say you'll never get drunk again.
But the feeling is so good you want taste it again.
You want to try. You wanna know if everything that happens when you're out of your mind can happens when you're sober.

It happened to me. Now I have this feeling every moment and people are so pleasant I'd die by their sides, it would be a pleasure. After all, nothing would make sense without them.

Not Today.

Here I am.
This is one of those days when you think your bed is the best place in the world.
But I have a lot of things to do .
I gotta go working and I must go to college at night. But I’m not feeling good at all.

I know I can deal with it, like I’ve been doing my whole life. But not today, no, not today.
Today I just want enjoying my pain without pretending I’m okay, ‘cause I’m not okay at all.